Last evening I felt sad… and it’s one of those feelings that finds me unprepared. Guess I was just exhausted, but not all that, I could feel I was feeding my anxiety inside.
Anyhow, I slept ok afterall, until noon. And I think I’m in the mood for some midnight hide and seek.
Ok, feeling better already :)
It was way past midnight and the trains were rushing up and down the railway in front of us. I was lost. I was afraid. The darkness inside was hunting me down again. Funny, though, it never caught me. I know it never will. I just wish I could let myself understand that. There’s nothing wrong with me. Meanwhile, I was watching a lady bird crawl the white-purple flower I was holding. A very special flower I didn’t even no its name.
Later on, we talked about everything. In just a spark, she lightened up that darkness. I said I loved here. And I was right.