Intro zi m-am îndrăgostit de o frunză.
Îmi amintea de vioara de deasupra dulapului,
Din lemn.
Sau poate dragostea îmi amintea de sunetul corzilor întinse,
Şi ciupite din când în când, la momente perfecte de timp,
Pe care nimeni, însă, nu le avea scrise undeva – Erau pur şi simplu acolo.
Ca şi stelele.
Ca în noaptea aceea în care priveam cerul,
Şi descopeream sisteme solare,
Pe care le puteam admira, fără să fim deranjaţi
De razele soarelui – Care ucid.
Toamna, nu mai era la fel, deşi am păstrat-o în sertar,
Intro carte.
Poate că nu am ales bine cartea.
Dar frunza era tristă şi nu se mişca…
Am strâns-o în mână şi am lăsat-o să zboare.
Intro zi voi zbura şi eu.
Life Noir
He shakes that snow globe just like the birds shake their cold wet wings on his porch every now and then.
Deep inside the woods, where time has forgot its play and where no colors ever experienced natural light, all was black and all was white. And this whole crepuscular atmosphere changed the world around. In here, physics had different rules, as you could never be sure an apple really fell on your head, as the fruit could have easily been a ball of wool or just a lonely piece of coal.
But Grey likes it here. Or at least, he thinks he does. He’s not that alone as described, it’s a small cat with big curios eyes, that also shares his place. A black one, as far as Grey would tell you, though no one really knows for sure. Not that it’s an important fact or anything. Things here are not described so much, they are what they are just because. Their simple existence tells the whole story.
Yet, naturally, Grey has questions to ask, far from this default rule. He never experienced nature as much as he wanted. He never knew spring, and sadly, he never knew autumn. As all those fallen leaves could have easily been mistaken by snow flakes. Just like the ones he observes, shaking that globe over and over again. He heard about the stars… No he didn’t! But it was only the perfect end for this world above him.
Waiting
cold feet hit the ground
under the quiet night
to find the perfect path
to take me to that perfect spot
where the water is not so deep
and where the distance is all so gone.
Back home…
Just to find my empty room again, full of memories and mixed emotions.
I had time these days, to think. I tried to forget, but I couldn’t. It overwhelmes me, the feeling of loneliness and cold. I thought… and I have a couple of stories to tell.
To begin with, I miss that train station…
Faces
friendly girl in the scary gothic shop
good looking couple in the maserati
lady in the amsterdam chocolate shop
helping guy in the unknown hotel
proud belgium beer store owner
english man in the english bookshop in Paris
asian ipod girl singing and dancing french on the street
metro information guy
See
I woke up today, just after a heavy sleep. Woke up… just to see myself sleeping again.
But, to my amazement, I felt something incredible. With my feet wrapped in the sand, just like Belgian chocolate, the freezing water of the north got me, kicked me. And I just stood and watched. Cause it brought me relief. The grey pale sky, the small, loud waves, they all ate me, ate all my fears, all my problems, all I ever had anyway. I wanted to stay, I wanted to live there, to watch, to let it overwhelm myself…
Was so beautiful.
Like honey falling from my spoon the same morning, creating a maze, spinning randomly. A maze to my heart and soul. Or a random maze to someone else’s. More sweeter than honey, more powerful than the sea, and ultimately more powerful than me.
Two eyes suddenly displaying in front of me, everytime I try to get my mind of regular stuff. Those to eyes I could watch forever. Now lost.
Lost and lonely… blocked… thoughts…
Missing everything
Day Dreaming
Old cities, rainy and wet.
New cities, calm, though, lonely.
Hours pass by, every day, on the nowhere road, while memories roll down by my very eyes, dripping like paint, on a big white wall.
<<Creating beauty>>
Cold
All alone, in this place, staring at the clock, waiting, counting down minutes. I wish I would go to sleep and wake up in 3 days. There’s nothing worth living for on my own…
Black
Haven’t had a great night… Nightmares creeping in my head, just after a cold shower of panic attacks, little monsters hiding themselves in my brain, afraid of the big monsters that took over.
I hate being alone.
Browsed memories, heart touching photos, mind blowing videos. All left me standing tall in this black water that has yet to drown me. Expecting nothing, waiting for nothing. No point in sleeping, no point in living. And one more stupid test to prove me right…
RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!Here goes:
How are you feeling today?
Kate Bush – King of the Mountain
Not even close… Or the mountain is very smallWill you get far in life?
Modest Mouse – The World at LargeHow do your friends see you?
Little Richard – Rock, Long Tall Sally
Long tall… well that’s pretty obviousWill you get married?
The Beatles – I Want You (She’s So Heavy)
So Heavy? Perhaps an elephant. What a special relationship ;)What is your best friend’s theme song?
Pearl Jam – SometimesWhat is the story of your life?
Bob Marley – Chances Are
Quite true…What was high school like?
Placebo – Black Eyed
“I was never faithful
And I was never one to trust
Border-lining schizo
And guaranteed to cause a fuss
I was never loyal
Except to my own pleasure zone
I’m forever black-eyed
A product of a broken home” :(How can you get ahead in life?
Bob Marley – Soul Captive
Not on my own, that’s for sure :)What is the best thing about your friends?
REM – Endgame
?!What is in the store for this weekend?
Gorillaz – White Light
At the end of the tunnel?What song describes you?
Dire Straits – Once Upon a Time in the West
in a small town i was born ;)To describe your grandparents?
The Offspring – Head Around You
They rock! :)How is your life going?
The Beatles – Nowhere Man
Couldn’t have describe it better myself…What song will they play at your funeral?
REM – New Orleans Instrumental
chilling…How does the world see you?
The Doors – Light My Fire
this might relate to the previous :SWill you have a happy life?
The Beatles – Can’t Buy Me Love
at least it’s not about the moneyWhat do your friends really think of you?
Zdob si Zdub – Intro 450
?!Do people secretly lust after you?
U2 – Original Of The SpeciesHow can i make myself happy?
Graham Coxon – Ribbons and Leaves
leaves! :)What should you do with your life?
Julio Iglesias – Derroche
derroche = waste
Well, I’m off for a great startWill you ever have children?
Kumm – Now And After
Inside
It’s a complicated morning, as everything I said last night refreshes inside my head over and over again, like a tornado that may just hit everything I created. And there’s only one good thing I ever created: our nice house, a ray of light in the middle of the dark forest, the only place I feel secure and happy. Where I want to forget about all that is evil and wrong. I left my heart inside, so, perhaps, I act different when I walk outside sometimes. It’s dangerous outside. We shouldn’t walk outside…
I’m so sorry.
